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Duskygrin
02-23-2006, 07:08 PM
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wheelchairman
02-23-2006, 07:34 PM
When a concept of socio-politics and analysis comes to make sense in a brand new and exciting way, it's like an epiphane (epiphone?). Otherwise I don't know. I get pretty inspired when I see blatant abuse or think about it. But most people do.

Future plans, the best thing about them is that I have them. Kids I suppose. I am realizing more and more that I want to raise future kids in Oregon.

What about you? How've you been? We don't speak lately so much. Things are grand I hope.

Linda
02-23-2006, 08:25 PM
I is fine! How's your wrist? Feeling better, I hope?
I don't wanna grow up. :D
You already know what it is that makes me feel alive and wanna stay alive! ;)

Paint_It_Black
02-23-2006, 09:35 PM
I wake up. Eventually, laying in bed starts to become uncomfortable. Hunger directs me to the kitchen. A certain pressure compels me towards the bathroom. After some time goes by I find that laying down is comfortable again. I fall asleep. There's my inspiration.

Preocupado
02-23-2006, 09:46 PM
Records such as Diário di uma Segreta Simmetria about journeys to the unconscious always inspire me to get up and do something about my future as a psychologist.

Tizzalicious
02-23-2006, 10:17 PM
I'm lucky Per doesn't like commitment, Oregon :(

To answer your question...I have actually had some trouble getting up and doing the daily things. It's like I get up, get dressed, am bored all day, try to kill time, and go to bed again. Like I'm just waiting for the day to end all day. This frustrates me to no end, and makes me wonder why I even bother getting up//dressed at all.

Andy
02-23-2006, 10:47 PM
My inspiration for life? The fact that at some time something interesting will happen.

T-6005
02-23-2006, 11:18 PM
I don't have much else to do.

Rocky-girl
02-24-2006, 01:35 AM
Really I'm a child, very strange child, sometimes I don't understand myself. So I think mainly all my thoughts seem to be a dreams. I did never think where I find my inspiration. And now I don't know what to answer. Maybe in such threads as yours? What I'm gonna to do? Really don't know. I really want to found a family, have kids. I know that I want a husband-friend. That I know for sure. Than I want to be a good mother. Profession? I want to be an engeneer and my hobby will be languages. I wanna stay alive, why? I don't know. Sometimes I think that I can die for someone whom I love. Alive? Maybe to help somebody? I like this thread it makes me to think about my life. Thank you!

killer_queen
02-24-2006, 01:44 AM
I have just too much dreams right now. I want to be a computer engineer.While studying at the university I want to learn a few languages, I want to become professional at piano. In fact I want to study sociology but since it's impossible I want to read a lot of books. But the thing I want most is being peaceful. It's something what I have been trying to get for a few years. I want to get rid of this house and my parents and my brother. That's all for now. I'll add more.

Rocky-girl
02-24-2006, 01:46 AM
In fact I want to study sociology
I like it too. Very interesting science.

Tizzalicious
02-24-2006, 04:44 AM
Yeah, I know, it's just really fucked up right now. Buuut I'll keep myself busy :)

JoY
02-24-2006, 04:50 AM
Are you okay? all of you? feeling good? I was just wondering... where do you find your inspiration to go on every day with the daily grind (apart from this forum I mean, an actual inspiration). I prefer the term inspiration to motivation considering that "motivation" can... get you to commit homicide..; while inspiration... well it's a more introspective concept...

so what is YOUR inspiration? Your dreams? Your prospects? what do you wanna become? married-kids-home-sweet-home? or sth less conventional? longing for your sweet prince/princess? social status? peer-acknowledgement? hollywood-flavored wishes?

what IS your inspiration? the smell of the dew in the morning? what IS it that makes you feel alive & wanna stay alive & explore life every new day?
I'm fine, thank you. I'm doing better than the day before yesterday, but yesterday I blew it by drinking & smoking, so now I'm sick again.

my inspiration is something that comes so much from within, it just fills me completely without even knowing exactly what it is & without being able to put my finger on it. I guess it's a general love for some things. for the things I have seen & for everything I haven't seen. for the fact I've seen so much (& for it's beauty), but that I'll always be able to see more, because you can't run out of bits & pieces of world & aspects to percieve & to experience. it exists in curiosity, but also just in every other emotion. & I'm fairly certain I haven't explored every emotion possible either.

my dreams are unreasonable, unrealistic, sometimes funny, sometimes beautiful, sometimes terrifying. they don't make any sense whatsoever most of the times. I don't hold on to them, but let them follow each other, so I won't ever get stuck on one. I once did & I dreamed the same dream five nights in a row, untill I changed it so much, it had a satisfying ending & didn't come back. you might not mean this with dreams, but dreams just come & go. I dream all the time. ALL the time.

my future plans are somewhat realistic, concrete, harsh, because I made the promiss to myself to live up to them one day. I want to become a doctor. I could think of some specialisations that sound interesting to me, but I'm definitely not sure of anything yet. lungspecialist sounds fantastic. cardiologist sounds extremely interesting. psychiatrist sounds somewhat interesting. just the extremely vital organs, the ones you can't do five seconds without, interest me. psychiatry means I'll have to study the brain, though, & I basically don't feel the urge to study something we only know 1/150.000th about. there's no social status attached to the profession 'doctor' anymore, at least, not as much as there used to be. it doesn't pay as well either. & that's entirely not my motivation (yes) to study medicine, so that comes in handy.

when it comes to wishes.. I wish nothing ever goes wrong between me & my boyfriend. it's not completely unrealistic, so it isn't a dream & it's not entirely realistic, so it isn't a future plan. but I'd love to stay with him the way we are. I mean, we can change. we can change so much, even the way we feel about each other. but it can't fade. you could say I wish to become a baroness, but only his baroness.
as for another wish; babies. I don't calculate how many in advance anymore. that'd be rediculous. a baby is very much a gift, if you look at how the chances are to become pregnant with a healthy child.

el_monkey
02-24-2006, 05:19 AM
I'm fine , though, thanx

JoY
02-24-2006, 05:24 AM
I'm lucky Per doesn't like commitment, Oregon :(

To answer your question...I have actually had some trouble getting up and doing the daily things. It's like I get up, get dressed, am bored all day, try to kill time, and go to bed again. Like I'm just waiting for the day to end all day. This frustrates me to no end, and makes me wonder why I even bother getting up//dressed at all.
with me it's pretty much the other way around. I keep searching for that moment that I can breathe, really breathe freely, without thinking about all the things I still have to do & all the things I should've done. *sigh* I feel like I'm running out of energy quickly at the age of 21. it's just messed up. I'm becoming mentally & physically tired.

JoY
02-24-2006, 05:27 AM
I wanna stay alive, why? I don't know. Sometimes I think that I can die for someone whom I love. Alive? Maybe to help somebody?
funny. I want to live for the ones I love.

killer_queen
02-24-2006, 05:49 AM
Okay, I'm adding more. About getting married, it just sounds like it's never gonna happen. I mean I don't think I can find someone special for me to spend the rest of my life. I mean, I get sick of people in two weeks, I don't think there is a perfect person who won't make me sick in this world. But let's say I would find one. I never dreamt myself as a mother. Since I don't think my mom likes me and she's happy about being a mother the idea of having kids make me scare. Also I think it's so stupid have kids if you are not able to get all of their needs.
And I want to be rich. I mean, I want to get the Gucci shoes or Burberry coats without worrying about how I can end the month. I don't want to live in Turkey, it's pretty clear I guess and I want to have real friends. I'll add more.

Rocky-girl
02-24-2006, 05:50 AM
Rocky-girl, trust me, you won't be of much use dead to the one you truly love...

Yes, I trust you!

Tizzalicious
02-24-2006, 06:39 AM
with me it's pretty much the other way around. I keep searching for that moment that I can breathe, really breathe freely, without thinking about all the things I still have to do & all the things I should've done. *sigh* I feel like I'm running out of energy quickly at the age of 21. it's just messed up. I'm becoming mentally & physically tired.

Wanna trade?

JoY
02-24-2006, 06:50 AM
I'm familliar with the way you're feeling too. but never ever without actually *having* things to do. I always have stuff to do, I often just neglect it. or forget it. or procrastinate it. & then it nags & nags & nags & NAGS in the back of my head alllll the time. I have the same thing now, but now I'm so busy, that I don't find the time, or space in my mind to do everything. thinking about it, I always have that nagging voice in the back of my head. seriously, you don't want to trade. I'm not even sure what's worse. just that it's both crap.

wliethof
02-24-2006, 07:55 AM
fine, fine

Sunny
02-24-2006, 08:24 AM
i'm doing pretty good, thanks. :]

i'm inspired by what i can become. recently i've been feeling like i can achieve the future that i want - plus more - if i only reach out for it. so i'm trying. after years of not having any faith in myself, it's nice to finally have some.

my goals.. i want to be a creative director, eventually, after being an art director for a while. win awards. perhaps start my own agency, or revolutionize an existing one. i'm about to start a little jewelry business thing, and i hope that goes well, too. as far as my personal life goes, i want to stay with my husband, avoid breeding, have a nice little apartment, and be generally happy, healthy and comfortable. in terms of money, i just want a good car, the ability to travel a lot, and to buy my parents stuff they want. *shrugs* we're hoping that we won't have to worry about money by the time we're 25. it better happen. grrr.

Linda
02-24-2006, 05:32 PM
Yes Linda the wrist is infinitely better, but I don't know, maybe it's psychological, but I tend to feel it's weaker than the left! Alright, so I "humour" it as well & take great care what I do with it... anyway yes I do know what makes you feel alive, & I'm really happy about that. For when I think of you, I also think that you don't need help & are stronger than most thanks to THAT precisely. It's grand.



Maybe it feels weaker 'cos it's not completely healed yet? Keep taking it easy for awhile yet...don't do anything to strain it. It will feel 100% soon!
Ohhhh yes......life is GRAND! :D