Your Level of Motivation
Are you motivated? Inspired? Excited to contribute something to society? No matter what your answer is, what in life made you feel that way?
I've realized lately that I am not any of those things. Maybe I'm just lazy, but I think my bad experiences with people have really turned me off from wanting to do anything that could be considered an achievement or a contribution to society. I'm doing what I can to start a career and I have a set of morals that I try my best to follow, but that's the extent of my ambition and conviction. I can motivate myself to not be part of the problem, but I couldn't care less if I'm part of the solution. As far as creation and expression go, I can't seem to garner enough inspiration for either of those things. No matter how much I love and respect artists, and especially songwriters, I feel like that is something I could never do. I'm too uninspired for that, not to mention that there's also a lot of bullshit involved in that kind of "success".
But that's just me...I'm curious about what other people have to say in response to my questions.
When they said "sit down", I stood up.