I'm going to do something weird here and say I sort of get what you're saying. I don't think it's as rare as you probably think. The (perhaps irrational) desire to see the bad guy win is probably a well documented phenomenon. I suspect though that the self-described exaggerations you made were just an attempt to justify having this odd feeling. Justify to yourself, I mean. I suspect that in reality you don't really understand why you have this strange desire at all and are making up the reasons to justify the feeling you are having, rather than having the feeling because of the reasons. If you see what I mean.
Originally Posted by bighead384
I'm really sleep-deprived currently and not explaining anything well.
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